Listening to Robyn Ottolini I originally sat down to discuss today’s events but the old journal entries were at my finger tips so I decided to share. Rereading those journal entries, the desperation was astronomical. I talked about looking back on those entries and having my hopeful reality…
02/17/2022 I’m going to say this because it’s heavy on my mind tonight. Since leaving I’ve began to people watch and watch the wheels of the rumor mill turn and turn with no known destination. No guarantee of how far it will be misconstrued when it reaches the…
10/13/2018 Weeks of thinking, “I wonder if blogging would be easier than writing…” How lazy, right? Well, I’ve /always been a writer.. I write when I’m happy, when I’m sad, when I’m frustrated, when I can’t find the thoughts I’m looking for. I simply need a place to…
Todays Words: Stay busy. Don’t cry. Stay busy, don’t cry! Dear Lord please give me the strength of forgiveness, the strength for understanding and the power to not settle for less than I deserve. Above all, give me strength. That’s all. Strength. I am weak. The ‘what ifs’…
Today was by far the most devastating day we’ve experienced in a long time. Today was the day of realization. The cold, hard realization that my husband will never be honest with me. What a punch to the gut. To give someone every possible opportunity to FINALLY be…
3/15/18 I, too, am in recovery. I’m restoring my health and mind after trauma. A long term journey of finding mental, emotional and over all, well being. Learning to embrace and not doubt. The lure of the past eats away at my being daily. Making a conscious decision…