embracing the chaos.

This blog is on my mental “to do” list daily and has been for many weeks. I have continuous conversation in my mind about all the great things I could say about this, that or the other… I jot down some one liner of genius with every intention to return and write feverishly the first chance I get… Life happens and I’m crawling in the bed at midnight promising to make time tomorrow.

Many tomorrows later, I came here to introduce myself. Once I sat in this moment with the text book introduction of a 39 year old, mother of two, etc. I didn’t like it. My mind wandered off and folded a load of clothes in the meantime.. Most of my day is spent starting things that later find their way to list that never gets completed. A pretty accurate description of my life is, Copacetic Chaos. Most of my life has been chaotic in one way or another, teaching me lessons and molding me into the being before you.

Not caring if I died, is the reason I decided to live.